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Feedback & Questions
I am happy right now. I feel all warm & fuzzy. I think I'm
finding my niche.
Eating's been okay. I had
a weekend of drinking and Sunday I
binged because I was so hung over &
feeling guilty. But I hopped right
back on the train. Monday I actually was bad & only ate a frozen
yogurt & some carrots all day. I
wasn't planning on eating much today either but I ended up eating
more than I had planned. I feel so
fat. I feel like I weigh over 140 &
my jeans, pants, etc. are much
tighter. Stopping the purging has
definitely added some extra pounds,
but I guess I'm happy I'm no longer
purging. I would rather gain weight
than keep up that lifestyle.
But, I'm still very scared of
getting fat again. It's a frightening
feeling, and being scared makes one
want to eat.
But, I think I made a rather
large step this week. I starting taking Antabuse Monday & I stopped
smoking. I decided struggling like
this forever is ridiculous. Thank
you, God for all my many blessings for sticking by me through