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11/7 I am happy right now. I feel all warm & fuzzy. I think I'm finding my niche. Eating's been okay. I had a weekend of drinking and Sunday I binged because I was so hung over & feeling guilty. But I hopped right back on the train. Monday I actually was bad & only ate a frozen yogurt & some carrots all day. I wasn't planning on eating much today either but I ended up eating more than I had planned. I feel so fat. I feel like I weigh over 140 & my jeans, pants, etc. are much tighter. Stopping the purging has definitely added some extra pounds, but I guess I'm happy I'm no longer purging. I would rather gain weight than keep up that lifestyle. But, I'm still very scared of getting fat again. It's a frightening feeling, and being scared makes one want to eat. But, I think I made a rather large step this week. I starting taking Antabuse Monday & I stopped smoking. I decided struggling like this forever is ridiculous. Thank you, God for all my many blessings for sticking by me through this. I  U, Elisa |
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