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9/26 Today I binged and purged. I have been very sad & depressed today & most of yesterday... 10/2 Okay, I'm back & I'm better. Things are gonna shape up. Dying isn't an option, I know that... 10/11 The last couple of weeks I've really slowed down on working out. I've been feeling kinda sluggish & chunky... 10/23 It's been a while because things have been going great. I haven't thrown up in about one month & I've only binged once... 11/7 I am happy right now. I feel all warm & fuzzy. I think I'm finding my niche. Eating's been okay. I had a weekend of drinking and Sunday I binged because I was so hung over & feeling guilty... 11/10 I'm realizing so much about myself. It's unbelievable how much I've grown up. I still have a ways to go but it's pretty interesting so far... 11/17 Something's happening & I'm not quite sure what it is. I've been trying to normalize my food, stop smoking, see my nutritionist, therapist, etc.... Once a week. I'm on an anti-depressant. 12/1 Well, I'm trying to take good care of myself once again. It's kinda difficult because I'm still sick w/ my allergies, but I'm doing well considering. Exercising (jogging) is difficult because I am still sick & haven't done it in about 2-1/2 weeks. 12/6 As I flip to find one blank page I skim over the words I've written over the last couple of months. It's weird. Here I am. Full as I can be. Fat as ever. It sucks, but I'm still learning & making progress.